write me a letter
draw me a sign
give me an answer
why aren’t you mine?
when did we fall apart
when did we lose
suddenly I’m not half of something any more
but I didn’t get to choose
Music
Rainy days remind me of you
Of curling up on a couch near to a window
Listening to the storm
Water pounding on the glass
Gusts of wind that shake the sheets of rain
The tune is not predicable
The vibrations of sound ebbing and flowing
Wakefulness and sleep are fluid
It’s cosy here
Hygge
With a warm cup of tea
A book that provides a whole world to sink into
And best of all, the company who doesn’t intrude on the quiet
Who simply adds to the feel of home-
I just found my bed after a long, wet day
I’m finally warm, dry, safe
I have a glass of wine
I’m surrounded by windows
I can hear the rain
I miss you
Greener
If you could make me into anything you wanted
into the kind of girl you could fall in love with…
What would you change
What would I say
Would I be strong
Tell you when you were wrong
And would I stay
This girl you loved
Would I stay
If you could make the world around
The dream you’re craving
What would you change
Where you’re living
How you’re giving
Would your sidewalks remain the same
See the faces you see everyday
Who would smile first
You or me
And would it be worth everything we’ve done
She’s perfect in every way
Slim sweet doe eyed innocence and sex slave lay
This girl you want
Who walks away
If you could make her anything
You wanted
Into the the kind of girl you’d change your world for
Would she hold you up and expect the same
Would she keep to a script you wrote
Would she be smart
Love you back from the start
And when she leaves are you the same
Or would she stay
And when she leaves are you the same
Or would she stay
This girl you want
This girl you’ve loved before
This dream you’re craving
Greener than the world you’re hating
What would you change
What would you change
And would she stay
Would I stay
Pacific
I am the Pacific
waves rolling surf crashing
I am the give and take as
the marriage of the sea to the land
I may be at times serene and calm
often turbulent, angry, even a little crazy
always wild
but I don’t hide
plumb my depths if you like
who I am, how I feel
its on my face
in pain I scream, I cry, I lash out at myself in anger
in love there is fierce willful joy
I am contrary stubborn dangerous
I am strong I will survive
I change, every moment I am in motion
But in my heart I am the same
an ancient soul, a playful child
A changeling always roaming
can’t find a home if I’m afraid to fail
pushing forward moving onward
I am life giving sweetly loving
I am alive and breathing
sea salted misty air
I cut I bruise I burn bright in the flames of sunset
the stars are my ceiling I am limitless
only held back buy what I’m afraid to reach
today I am the ocean that I love
how I long to put my feet in the tide
lose my breath in the undertow
(the push of fear and the whoosh as it leaves my lungs
the first laughing breath of relief when I break free”
to short and scream and rage as the waves crash around me
to sing out my joy my love my need
and laugh
This One is Mine 